January 2021

The bus stop feeling. Just standing there, side of the road, looking to see if that bus is finally going to come. Checking the app, maybe, but it’s not always accurate. It might say five minutes, then five minutes later it says five minutes. Or you’re looking, you see the light: oh, is that a […]

What would you do if you didn’t care about being a good person? What would you do if you didn’t care about anybody but yourself? Now, this kind of thought, immediately I think of, well, that’s something bad people would do, and that’s psychos that think like that, that are just purely selfish. So I

Being stuck in a rut. Like this metaphor of the rut, like this hole in the road, a warning track, in a muddy road. You’re going down the road in your cart, and the wheel gets stuck in this rut. You can imagine this going down the road of life, and you just feel like

What is the fire of life, this feeling of being alive, this feeling of wonder and amazement, euphoria, ecstasy even, that we exist, and we have a chance to be alive and experience this universe? Imagine actually having this feeling. I’m sure almost all of us, we’ve had this feeling. And some of us know

The idea of changing my life, the idea that my life is not what I want it to be: that is behind why I started this channel, this project, to try to find a way to make my life closer to how I want it to be, how I imagine it to be. And I